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Your warm lips on a winter morning your support when I need it the most your embrace after a day of absence your soul as wild as the sea coast your smile as you greet me daily my feelings as i reply the way your eyes glimmer softly distant fireflies in the night your cute giggle when you feel mischievious your hearty grin when you're on top of the world and even when you're not, you hide it so well that I can't tell you that you're my special girl but stay who you are, you can't change for the better because you're already perfect, and when we're together I feel more than the best; it's nothing unusual so I wish you'd stay the

sometimes, love ain't about how much you need them how you feel for them, how much believin' it's about the times you've held back against them all the anger up inside you, and the harm you prevented it's about the times you tried to make a stand against your own mind, against your own hands the dent you made on the wall instead of on her face all the times you could've killed her, up to this date the vow to be your girl's man, it'll be death till you part "i'll always love you this much, cross my heart" but now times have changed, and so have your feelings you could swear she was plotting, making a little scheme so she gets more

A place where you can wash away the problems on your chest A place where you can be alone and forget about the rest A place where you can cry aloud and no-one can hearor see A place where they can't reach you and hurt you mentally A place where you can be yourself Within it's cold glass walls A place where you can be deaf To their false and painful calls A place which can bring you warmth when your parents are too busy fighting A place to think of smart ideas for the poem you are writing A place most of us have and use but don't know that we're lucky To have such a place is a privelege That's what a shower is to me

Love is a language we can't all speak An emotion that can leave us weak But love can also be the most beautiful thing And my feelings have got me wondering: If for the ones you loved, you wrote a song I'd compose for you a symphony, infinitely long With a melody as beautiful as the inspiration And harmonies as deep as the infatuation If the best memories were accomplished dreams I'd lose all ambition for as soon as I'd see You waiting patiently, patiently for me I'd know my life was already complete If smiles helped you start a day Then I can't help but stay awake Because your smile is always on my mind And I wouldn't have it a

When you asked me out that day And I rejected you It's because I didn't want you to fall for me So I told a false truth When you asked me if you looked good in that dress And I said you looked okay I really meant you looked amazing I was just too scared to say When you asked me what I thought of you I told you "just a friend" Because if I told you the truth What we have would surely end When you asked if I liked someone I couldn't make a reply Because If I told you who that was You'd think it was a lie But the biggest lie of all Is the one I'm about to tel lWe're alone at the bus stop Our emotions starting to swell You a

Every day, it just ain't the same I'm waking up love you, to say your name But I forget you're no longer by my side So I try to live on with what's left of my life I try to breathe, but you took my breath You took away my life, I'm at the brink of death If my heart was still beating it would beat for you But you stole it, broke it, and left it in two... I try to take a single step, try to make my mind Forget about you and the damage you left behind I cant move, can't feel, can't see Because you drained the soul out of me Every day I pray I wake up from my sleep Still hoping that I'm still stuck in a dream But it's time to face

I love you, but I'm afraid That when it comes to the day That I tell you, what will you do What will you think, what will you say? I need you, but I don't know what I'll do if you say no How I'll be when you reject me I don't know how to take that blow One thing for sure, I'll never be the same If you don't accept me, there's no one to blame Except for me for asking, me for trying to call your name I don't know how I'll move on with a hole in my chest I don't know how I'll love on because you were the best Best I've ever met and the best I'll ever see I'll tell you one day but not yet...

What should I do when words lose their meaning? Where should I run when I'm no longer seeing The truth anymore: because sight is deceiving? Why should I walk on when there's nothing to believe in? Who should I trust when my heart starts heaving? When was the time that you started cheating? Didn't you know that's two hearts you're theiving? How do you say I love you when you don't even mean it?

Snowflakes melting on my hand as I wait in anticipation Flipping through my notebook, I look for the right notation To say how much you mean to me, how much I care How my heart skips a beat when you fling your hair How your eyes glisten like the stars at night, How a face like yours can cause a fight How your skin glows radiantly in the winter snow How God sketched you to drown my woes Then I see you, smiling and waving, greeting me with happiness and love A gift from the heavens above I throw down the book, I'm sorry but words just won't do, I run up to you and embrace you in the snow, a moment I will never rue

I miss the only girl, who used to make me smile She used to walk with me and take me for the ride of my life But those times are long gone, haven't seen her for a while I wish I never said those words that cause me strife We used to kiss and cuddle, but now we cuss and fight You used to give me your love, now you give slaps and bites I used to love you to death, now I wish you had died This would've never happened if I apologised My tears drip in puddles, my blood bleeds deep and red But it's nothing to the pain I felt when you left Holes in the plaster walls, holes in my broken heart When you walked out the door my soul was torn i